To a Dear Friend

I’m sure you remember those times when we used to laugh together?
I cherish those moments as I cherish having you in my life

But do you remember those difficult times when we didn’t get along with each other?
Like when I had no time for you because of work, or new friends, or when I just want to be alone?
And when you started to do some stupid mistakes and I said how stupid you were.

One thing you might forget is when I told you that you are going too far and I’m afraid you wouldn’t be able to come back even if you want to, is that these helping hands are ready to catch you in case you’re falling.. These ears are for you anytime you need them, this heart is fully open for you because you know I love you too much to be careless. Yes, though I know you will be hurt because of your own mistake.

One thing you have to be sure about me that I will not leave you just because of what you chose to face. I will give some space, as much as you need one, to give you a chance so you will see with your own heart that I do care of you.

And together we will fix what’s broken, I will walk with you during the process. Yes it will be hurt I know, but I’m sure it’s just a phase.  Because I’m sure that you, my dear friend will be smiling again like you used to do. And we will have those time we’re gonna cherish together again.

The 5 Years Old Me

Waktu menulis ini saya membayangkan lagi duduk bersama seorang teman baik, yang mungkin sudah mengenal saya selama bertahun-tahun dan tau bener seluk beluk (alah) kehidupan yang lagi saya jalani. Kami mungkin sedang duduk di sebuah coffee shop dengan design interior yang cakep. Maklum, Bandung lagi kaya akan coffee shop cantik. Duduk ngopi padahal sebetulnya alergi kafein, seperti sudah menjadi kebutuhan.

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